I know the voices dying with a dying fall

Hey guys, just as another note in case anyone who is interested missed the first one:

I moved journals.  My new username is opalphoenix, and it's not a fandom journal, just me.  If you're still interested in being friends, I definitely am.  Feel free to wander that way.

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Title: After All is Said and Done
          (Coda to the Made of Silver, Not of Clay series)
Word Count: 1,262
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not.  More's the pity.
Summary: This is what happened after. 
Notes: This was actually requested of me months ago, and I forgot about it until today, when I offered to do comment fics.  This isn't super long, but long enough that I'm posting it as a separate post rather than as a comment fic.  Primarily forblahblahologist, and a tiny bit formonanoche, as anything connected with this series inevitably automatically is.  The story takes place several months after the end of Missed Your Skin When You Were East.


 

( After All is Said and Done )

This is not something new.  This is something I posted on anon_lovefest awhile ago, which led one of my internet bffs to me, actually, that someone recently asked if I could put all into one place, rather than as comments.

As such, feel free to ignore it.  (BUT OMG, GUYS, I SHOULDN'T EVEN SAY THIS, BUT I ACTUALLY AM WORKING ON SOMETHING NEW RIGHT NOW, AND IT IS MCR-CENTRIC AND AU AND I'M WAY EXCITED, NO PUN INTENDED.)

Annnyway.  This is a Ryan/Spencer/(Brendon) teenage ficlet of about 2,300 words, R-rated.  It doesn't have a title.  But here it is!

( Ficlet )

Meh, okay guys, well, I'm posting something I wrote, even though it's cheating, because I wrote it a few weeks ago.  Oh well.  At some point I'll kick myself into gear again.

Title: This is Halloween
Word Count: 2,981
Rating: PG 
Pairings:  None explicitly, mainly because Brendon spends most of the time as a four-year-old.  Implied Brendon/Ryan?
Disclaimer:  No guys, seriously, this is 100% true, didn't you know?
Summary: Brendon turns into a four-year-old just before Halloween.
Notes:  This really came about because monanoche and I were discussing how cute Brendon must've been as a toddler, we flailed a lot, and then I jotted this down.  It's like cotton candy--sickly sweet with no substance.  Just so you know.  Don't read this looking for great literature, or great characters/dialogue/whatever.  This is all self-indulgent.



 

Title: Missed Your Skin When You Were East 
          (Oh, and it's the sequel to Made of Silver, Not of Clay)
Word Count: 19,453
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan, various permutations of boys and their real girlfriends, Pete/Mikey, a moment of Brendon/Sisky
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not.  More's the pity.
Summary: Brendon is back to reality now, but he's not sure if he's actually that much happier.
Notes: So, this is important!  This is not going to make any sense if you haven't read the other two stories that are part of this series.  The original story that this is the sequel to is, Made of Silver, Not of Clay, and then the prequel (which should be read second) is, Where Summers Lasted Longer Than We Do.  And if you're still with me...thank you so much.  Special thanks (unsurprisingly) to monanoche, without whom this most likely would not exist.  Honestly.  This is for her.  But, it's also now for all of you.   Enjoy.

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 Title: Missed Your Skin When You Were East 
          (Oh, and it's the sequel to Made of Silver, Not of Clay)
Word Count: 19,453
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan, various permutations of boys and their real girlfriends, Pete/Mikey, a moment of Brendon/Sisky
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not.  More's the pity.
Summary: Brendon is back to reality now, but he's not sure if he's actually that much happier.
Notes: So, this is important!  This is not going to make any sense if you haven't read the other two stories that are part of this series.  The original story that this is the sequel to is, Made of Silver, Not of Clay, and then the prequel (which should be read second) is, Where Summers Lasted Longer Than We Do.  And if you're still with me...thank you so much.  Special thanks (unsurprisingly) to monanoche, without whom this most likely would not exist.  Honestly.  This is for her.  But, it's also now for all of you.  Enjoy.

Title: Missed Your Skin When You Were East 
          (Oh, and it's the sequel to Made of Silver, Not of Clay)
Word Count: 19,453
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan, various permutations of boys and their real girlfriends, Pete/Mikey, a moment of Brendon/Sisky
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not.  More's the pity.
Summary: Brendon is back to reality now, but he's not sure if he's actually that much happier.
Notes: So, this is important!  This This is not going to make any sense if you haven't read the other two stories that are part of this series.  The original story that this is the sequel to is, Made of Silver, Not of Clay, and then the prequel (which should be read second) is, Where Summers Lasted Longer Than We Do.  And if you're still with me...thank you so much.  Special thanks (unsurprisingly) tomonanoche, without whom this most likely would not exist.  Honestly.  This is for her.  But, it's also now for all of you.  Enjoy.

Missed Your Skin When You Were East

 

( Part One )

 Title: Where Summers Lasted Longer Than We Do 
         (Oh, and technically the prequel to "Made of Silver, Not of Clay")
Word Count: 9,538
Rating: R/NC-17 (maybe)
Pairings: Pete/Mikey
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not. More's the pity.
Summary: Mikey and Pete find themselves as the only people left in the world. Since they're in love, that should be enough.
Notes: Soooo...this is the prequel to my first fic that was set in what I'm calling Alternaverse. I would HIGHLY recommend that you read that one first, because even though this comes before it chronologically and could technically stand alone, it will make far more sense if you've read Made of Silver, Not of Clay. This one will definitely explain some stuff from that one. There is currently also a sequel in the works. HUGE thanks to 

monanoche     for betaing and pushing me to keep going with this, AND to basically my entire f-list (and then some) for being so encouraging. Here goes.

 

Part 1

Title: Where Summers Lasted Longer Than We Do 
         (Oh, and technically the prequel to "Made of Silver, Not of Clay")
Word Count: 9,538
Rating: R/NC-17 (maybe)
Pairings: Pete/Mikey
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not. More's the pity.
Summary: Mikey and Pete find themselves as the only people left in the world. Since they're in love, that should be enough.
Notes: Soooo...this is the prequel to my first fic that was set in what I'm calling Alternaverse. I would HIGHLY recommend that you read that one first, because even though this comes before it chronologically and could technically stand alone, it will make far more sense if you've read Made of Silver, Not of Clay. This one will definitely explain some stuff from that one. There is currently also a sequel in the works. HUGE thanks to monanoche for betaing and pushing me to keep going with this, AND to basically my entire f-list (and then some) for being so encouraging. Here goes. 

( In an instant, Pete had hopped off the counter and crossed the floor to Mikey, hugging him tightly. “I knew you’d be here,” he said, “I knew it. I knew that you would be here even if the rest of the world was gone.” )

 

Now that I have dragged myself out of my unfortunate bout of emo from yesterday and part of today, thanks to being given some music and having someone who had no idea I was even upset be randomly super nice to me, here's another one of those ficlets I was talking about.

In other news, as I looked through my finished fics, I realized just how many WIPs I have currently.  >.<  At LEAST four that will definitely end up getting finished.  Another one that is a possibility.  Oh yeah, and one or two that I've promised to write but haven't started.  How does this happen?  Especially when several of them are going to end up being pretty epic!

That said....FICLET TIME.


Title: Leave a Message After the Tone
Word Count: 1,571
Rating: R
Pairings: Gerard/Frank
Disclaimer: I do not own them, and this definitely never happened.  Set some random time in between tours, I suppose.
Summary: Gerard's just trying to grocery shop when he gets Frank's message.
Notes:  I have no excuse for this.  It came into my mind one day and I wrote it, sent it to monanoche, and...that was that.

 So, apparently I've got a fair handful of shorter fics, mainly stuff that I wrote pretty spur-of-the-moment, sitting around in my fanfic folder.  I figured I may as well post some of them, so....have a ficlet.

Title: Inconspicuous
Word Count: 3,340
Rating: PG-13/R
Pairings: Brendon/Spencer, Jon/Ryan
Disclaimer: I do not own them, and this definitely never happened.
Summary: Highschool AU.  Brendon and Spencer go to hang out at the movies.
Notes:  I actually wrote Brendon/Spencer and Jon/Ryan?  *boggles*  Anyway, this was a present for/prompted by monanoche, who is awesome.

 

Title: These Elegant Crimes
Word Count: 9,972
Rating: NC-17...ish.
Pairings: Pete/Ryan (but really, Pete/Mikey as well)
Disclaimer: I have no claim to any part of this other than my own words.
Warning:  My beta says I have to warn you guys for angst.  So...it's there.  A LOT OF ANGST, OKAY?  Yup.
Summary: After his Summer of Like ends, Pete convinces himself that Ryan is what he needs.  Pete's still got a few hang-ups, however, and that's made clearest when Infinity on High is produced.  In other words: No one is getting what they need.
Notes: So, after listening to Infinity on High countless times, I got it into my head that it was about...well...what's written in this story.  So this is kind of an explanation of the entire album.  Thank you, </a></font></b></a>monanoche, for not only betaing, but putting up with countless, "Hey, so, I was going through that story again, and changed something yet again.  And then researched EVEN MORE and changed another thing!  Will you read over the changes again?" as well as the epiphany one night that gasp!  There are B-sides I can use!  You have been very indulgent with me in regards to this fic and my obsession with it.

Part 1

Title: These Elegant Crimes
Word Count: 9,972
Rating: NC-17...ish.
Pairings: Pete/Ryan (but really, Pete/Mikey as well)
Disclaimer: I have no claim to any part of this other than my own words.
Warning:  My beta says I have to warn you guys for angst.  So...it's there.  A LOT OF ANGST, OKAY?  Yup.
Summary: After his Summer of Like ends, Pete convinces himself that Ryan is what he needs.  Pete's still got a few hang-ups, however, and that's made clearest when Infinity on High is produced.  In other words: No one is getting what they need.
Notes: So, after listening to Infinity on High countless times, I got it into my head that it was about...well...what's written in this story.  So this is kind of an explanation of the entire album.  Thank you, 

monanoche for not only betaing, but putting up with countless, "Hey, so, I was going through that story again, and changed something yet again.  And then researched EVEN MORE and changed another thing!  Will you read over the changes again?" as well as the epiphany one night that gasp!  There are B-sides I can use!  You have been very indulgent with me in regards to this fic and my obsession with it.

 

 

 

 

Alright, so, I'm going to give a stab at a meme.  I'm aware that my journal isn't exactly frequented by a *lot* of people, but that's okay.  Here's the deal.

Post a comment with a picture, or a link to a picture, of...someone(s)/something relating to a band (I'd be best with Panic, FOB, MCR, and possibly CS or  TAI), and I'll reply with the story behind it.  If you want to, you can request a pairing, and if not I'll just run with whatever I think of.   (Clearly I'm stealing the idea from every other, "Comment with _____ and I'll write fic!" meme ever.)

Now back to your regularly scheduled programming.

Title: Made of Silver, Not of Clay 
Word Count: 13,622
Rating: R
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan, Pete/Mikey
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not.  More's the pity.
Summary: Brendon wakes up to a world devoid of people.  At least, most people.
Notes: So...this is only sort of an AU, in that in reality, it could not have happened (I think), but it is....kind of?...set in our universe.  At least....well, I suppose you'll see, if you're reading it.  MUCH thanks goes out to

monanoche, without whom there would be no cafe, no name for Mr. Fluffy, and no beta.  Possibly, no story, considering how much she told me WRITE IT.  So, thank you.<3  Now, without further ado: 

Part 1

 

Title: Made of Silver, Not of Clay 
Word Count: 13,622
Rating: R
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan, Pete/Mikey
Disclaimer: The concept is mine, the boys are not.  More's the pity.
Summary: Brendon wakes up to a world devoid of people.  At least, most people.
Notes: So...this is only sort of an AU, in that in reality, it could not have happened (I think), but it is....kind of?...set in our universe.  At least....well, I suppose you'll see, if you're reading it.  MUCH thanks goes out to

monanoche, without whom there would be no cafe, no name for Mr. Fluffy, and no beta.  Possibly, no story, considering how much she told me WRITE IT.  So, thank you.<3  Now, without further ado:

 

So first off....*flaily hands*  My Honda Civic Tour tickets came in the mail today!!!  It  was so exciting.  I did a little dance in my dorm room and since my concert-going-partner is not here right now, sent her a message on AIM that involved a lot of caps lock and exclamation points.  Then I checked the confirmation E-mail for about the thousandth time to make sure it was still in my Inbox.

Also, yesterday I spent hours talking to  monanoche  about various bandom-related things, including recasting RENT with band boys.  Why do you keep trying to get me to write these things?  The thing is....I probably actually will.  Bad influence! 

But so, so much fun.

The other result of that conversation is approximately 3000 words of fic written for her.  Apparently I broke her heart with a fic, so this is my way of making it up to her.  It's pretty much just Lyn-Z/Gerard/Frank/Jamia smut.  Yup.  Plot?  Nope.  Just smut.  

Title:  Die.  Slow
Word Count:  4,230
Rating:  PG-13 for language and heavy sexual implications
Pairing:  Kind of Frank/Gerard.  Also, implied Panic GSF
Disclaimer:  Ahahahahahaha.  I wish this were real, but unfortunately it's not.  And I have no claim to the boys.
Summary:  Panic vs. MCR.  I WISH I WERE KIDDING.
Notes:  I don't even KNOW, guys.  This just kind of happened, thanks to this PatD interview and this video of Gerard.  This fic is ridiculous, okay?  Okay, it really is.  It's also dedicated to

monanoche, who definitely indulged me and told me to write it.  So yeah.  Enjoy the feud.

 

Title:  Big Eyes and Small Smiles (Or, Panic at the Disco Encounters Children)
Word Count:  3,869
Rating:  PG (maybe 13, for some language?)
Pairing:  Mainly gen, though it could be Brendon/Ryan, if you're me if you like.
Disclaimer:  I have zero legal claim to Panic at the Disco, or the children they shang-haied into pretending to be them.
Summary:  Panic's experiences with the children during the filming of That Green Gentleman.
Notes:  This is an entirely self-indulgent fic that ended up being a little longer than I thought, but is still just as schmoopy.  Also, it became a lot more Ryan-centric than I'd originally intended.  Possibly because he's kind of hilarious, especially around kids.




 

So, I just realized that I apparently have a penchant for collecting pictures of baby!version band boys. Somehow that led to the decision that it'd be a good idea to make it into a picspam. Hopefully you all enjoy this, because I definitely do. 

Oh, and clearly none of these belong to me...I found them at various random places, and hold zero claim.  That said....